you are dead
The shadow called the body and said, now you are immovable and I am under you, it means you are dead. Now you can see the truth and the white lies. Look, soonest you are incapable others become powerful. Non-relatives have become rich by embezzling your wealth. Maybe they’ll burn you or bury you in the ground. If you want, you can no longer use your willpower. You can no longer strive for self-preservation. Then you were self-absorbed in self-satisfaction, now you are introspecting but there will be no self-purification. You were so selfish that you could not see Azrael.